Silence embraces these cold winter nights
Just before the snow begins to fall I feel you by my side
No warmth I’m still fucking freezing
Lament I hold you close to my heart
Searching for something anything
To make me feel again
The more I’ve searched the further away I find myself
Screaming inside so much I want to say
Laughing on the outside only to disguise my eyes
Letting myself get close only to fall further away
We dream of cities on fire
And skies of reds and purples
Driving just to see the stars from the windows
Our past in the mirrors
Cracked and fragile the pieces aren’t shattered yet
But it’s so close to being broken
Just so you know
Winter comes and winter goes
And I can’t hold on for too long
False promises hold me captive
I want to believe you more then you know
Forgive my hesitation but you’re eyes don’t tell me the same
Thought I heard you’re voice yesterday
Thought I could maybe see you’re eyes
In the stars of cloudy skies
Thought I felt you by my side
Thought I saw you’re smile
In the cracks of worn down side walks
Thought i could maybe put my arms around you
But you weren’t there
Winter brings moments of nostalgia
Sometimes it’s colder then it seems for November