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Sep 18, 2003
there's so much on my mind it's tearing me apart....
Posted at 01:22 am by xbrokendreamsx
yay i got a lot of new bands to listen to tonight...i was t alking to mike and asked him for some good bands to download because me acting like my typical self has gotten sick of listening to the same old stuff and to my surpirse he told me bands that i had never heard of. this is really cool, most people just tell me bands i know so anyways i'm in the process of downloading them and from what i've heard so far he's got really good taste in music. i'm sleepy now i wasn't before but i am now for some reason. i'm not looking forward to work tommrow i want to stay home and uh play guitar! and talk to people but it's ok i like the kids. i'm going into burlington wednesday witch will be cool i don't know who else is coming but so far i think brian and emma are defently coming and mike says if he can get the money then he will witch i hope he does. i really should start my homework...i think i'll at least do monday night oooooh shit i have homework for thursdays class damn it damn it damn it i forgot all about that well i guess i should stop going on in this and get working huh?
~lend me your ear and i'll tell you about the things i feel open your heart and i'll tell you why i'm torn apart lend me your heart and we'll go chase down a falling star give me your hand because it takes that fire to understand when was the last time that you felt high oh you were the best thing i ever felt i don't need you to fix me i just need you to listen~
sleepless and cold
i wish you were right by my side
queit and alone these thoughts go un-heard
and this could be the best thing
the best thing we could ever know
but my tounge stays tied
and these thoughts remain only in my mind
as the cold wind surrounds me
the comfort of sister hazel only can last so long
i'm screaming as loud as i can
but it's coming out only as a whisper
i lock my thoughts away inside a broken heart
it may be too soon to heal for this pain to fade
tell me what your thinking tonight
about anything anything at all
and maye you could read my mind
and know i'm falling...
falling faster each day each time we talk
i'm so close to hitting the ground
will you be the one to stop me?
yeah i think this sucks it needs a lot of work but oh well
Posted at 01:01 am by xbrokendreamsx
Sep 17, 2003
lets see if this works....i really have no life...
%20t i want to take the bullet, the one aimed straight for your heart, i want to meet the wolves halfway, and let them tear me apart. this is the way they do it here.
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The Usual Stuff
Name: Kate, Katie either one works fine
Birthday: november 7th, 1984
Age: 18
Nicknames: sid, sidney
Zodiac sign: scorpion
Sex: female
Friends
Your best friend: i like all my friends, i wouldn't want to pick just one
Craziest: jon...that kid is insane
Loudest: me and emma when were together
Cutest: hehehehe i know and you don't :p
Friend with the best hair: brian's devil lock thingy is pretty cool
Friend you trust with all your secrets: brian, jessica
Most understanding: all of them are pretty understanding for the most part
Last friend you went to the movies with: brian
Happiest: charlie
Funniest: it all depends on the person's mood so it vary's
Weirdest: none of them really were all strange in some way or another
Scariest: none of my friends are that scary
Most outgoing: emma or lina
Least outgoing: lance maybe? i don't know
Spends the night at your house the most: either lance or brian or jessica if she's not at school...lots of people just crash on my floor
Has the cutest brother/sister: umm..none of them, i think jessica's brother is smart as hell but he's not really pretty
Friend you would most likely die for: don't know
Stuff
Do you have any tattoos? If so, what of?: not yet but i'm thinking about getting the X's on my arm, stars on my back and something that says poison with a rose underneath it
What's the last thing you bought?: lunch
Do you have a job? If so, where?: yup i work with kids 4-12
What was your most embarrassing moment?: oh man there are so many, the time me and jessica were talking about a band right in front of the band memeber but we didn't know he was in the band. the time we were arguing weither or not gavin or the roadie was "hotter" and they were the same person. i could go on for a while on this one
Last 4 digits of the last phone you dialed: 4292
What is in your pockets right now?: my paycheck and mike's screen name...gotta put these in the wash tonight
What was the happiest moment in your life?: there's been a lot so i don't want to narrow it down to one
Have you ever egged a house?: nope
Whose?: n/a
Who is your role model?: no one really but i like people like kurt cobain, sid vicious
What's your favorite holiday?: halloween or christmas
When is the last time you stayed up all night?: last night
What is your favorite book?: the birth of tragedy through the spirt of music
Who is your favorite author?: nitiziche
Where did you have your last birthday party?: a very long time ago
Who came?: i don't really remember
Who has changed your life the most for the better?: all my friends have had (for the most part) a postive affect on my life but i'm going to say mikey X or spencer because they were the two who i found out what straight was from
What's your favorite song?: right now it's "the artist in the ambulance" by thirce
What's your favorite cd?: hmm...i'm particuallry liking this hatebreed one
What are your favorite pizza toppings?: pinapple or ham or bacon
Where do you order pizza from the most?: neil and otto's cause they deliver
Have you ever been in the hospital for more than a day?: nope
How many days is your record for time spent in a hospital?: a few hours
Why did you have to go to the hospital?: don't want to get into it
How long has it been since you went to the mall?: 3 or so weeks
What's the last movie you saw in a theater?: how to deal? inless you count the drive in then it would be freddy vs jason
What's the last movie you rented?: national lampoons van wilder
Do you like to write poetry?: yes
Do you like to read poetry?: yes
Have you ever written a song?: yes
After you read it to yourself did it sound stupid?: actully for once i liked it
What's your favorite band?: nirvana, the clash, poison, thrice, taking back sunday, sister hazel, tantric, motley crue, skid row, hatebreed, madball, anthrax, slayer, murderdolls, days of the new, the pist, jackson browne
Who is your favorite solo singer?: chris from dashboard
If you suffocate a smurf, what color does he turn?: hehehehe bill looks like a smurf
Do you believe in ghosts?: yes
Have you ever seen a ghost?: when i was little, if you want to know the story behind this just ask
What is your favorite ride at the fair?: the scrambler
What is your favorite inside joke you have with a friend?: gavin vs the roadie or the showoff incidnet
Name the people who know and understand that inside joke: jessica
Have you ever thrown a party in which complete strangers have attended?: sometimes
Was there a guy named True there?: uh no
Would you ever name your kid True?: no
Would you make fun of some1 if you knew their name was True?: uh no
Do you look more like your mom or your dad?: neither really, they both have dark hair and eyes and i have blonde hair and blue eyes
Are you an only child?: no i have a younger brother
Do you have any brothers or sisters?: yes a brother
Their names: mike
Their ages: 16 almost 17
What color is your computer?: grey
What is your favorite color of ink to write in?: black
Would you rather write in pen or pencil?: pen
How tall are you? 5'5
What's your name again?: kate
Do you believe in God?: no
Do you pray often?: never
What's your biggest fear?: needles
Do you believe in love at first sight?: unlikly but yeah
Have you ever been in a car accident?: just minor stuff
Who was driving?: my teacher
Did anybody not survive?: nope it was just something small
What is your lucky number?: 7 and 11
Do you still believe in the tooth fairy?: yes i do damn it stop telling me it's not true your killing my dreams! nah i'm just kidding i don't
Does the tooth fairy still give you money?: used to
If so, did someone knock out your teeth?: nope
Who is your favorite family member?: my uncle greg
What is your favorite breed of dog?: i like dalmations and begales and lab/sheppard mixes
What is your favorite name for a dog?: sidney or bruno
What is your favorite name for a cat?: gaberelle
Have you ever been drunk?: yeah
Have you ever gotten high?: yeah
Have you ever been on the radio?: yeah
Have you ever been on TV?: uh my high school graduation was on tv
Have you ever been in a movie?: only things that my friends have made
Who is your favorite actress?: don't have one
Who is your favorite actor?: matthew lillard
Do you have a cellphone?: yes i do
Do you have a pager?: nope
What's the worst thing you've ever done?: i don't know
Why are all the fun things illegal?: there not...at least not to me
What's your favorite quote?: that is not dead which can eternial lie and with starnge eons even death may die -hp lovecraft
the greatest harm can result from the best intentions -stone of tears
poison is the greatest band in the world and if cc or bret ever oftered it to me i would take it up the ass for them -brian...hahahaha
there is no happiness without tears no life without death beware i'm going to make you cry -the red spider
remember my name you'll be screaming it later -ballz
What's your favorite flavor of icecream?: cookie dough or cherry garcia
Who is your favorite person to talk to offline?: i like talking to anyone
Who is your favorite person to talk to online?: same as before
Who do you wish you were talking to right now?: anyone
Do you have any nicknames that you liked that your friends no longer use? If so, name them: umm..not really actully
Who is your hero?: gg allen! haha
What do you think of racism?: it's ignorant and i hate it
Are you racist?: no
What is your favorite day of the week?: wednesdays...no class
What is your least favorite day of the week?: tuesdays
Do you like rain?: yup
Do you think lightning is awesome?: yup
What is your favorite word?: hardcore
If you could visit any country, where would you go?: england, austraila, italy
How long would you want to stay?: until i got bored
Who would you want to take with you?: everyone!
How old do you act?: depends on my mood
How old is your best friend?: 804050...as skot says
How old does your best friend act?: ...
When you were young what did you want to be when you grew up?: a teacher or a musician
What do you want to be now?: a teacher or a musician
Do you think you were an adorable little kid?: i was a strange little kid
What were the names of your imaginary friends?: cheddar and bopper
Do you have any pennies sitting on your computer desk?: nope
What is the most unique thing about your bedroom?: my lyrics i supose
Do you have a black light?: yup
Do you have a strobe light?: nope
Do you have glow-in-the-dark stars?: yeah i love stars
Do you have anything that glows in the dark?: just the stars
What color is your pillow case?: blue
What is your favorite thing to wear to bed?: my skully pants and my poison shirt
Do you like Pepsi or Coke better?: pepsi
Can you tell a difference?: a little
What are you thinking about right now?: :) something good about someone
What is your favorite song to listen to when you are mad?: anything by hatebreed
What is the last song you listened to?: the murderdolls "grave robbing usa"
What is your favorite movie?: the crow
What is your dream car?: 79 camaro
How many times have you had the chicken pox?: just once
When was the last time you brushed your teeth?: this morning
What is your middle name?: elizabeth
What is your favorite emotion?: happiness
What is your favorite TV show?: dead like me
What is the stupidest thing you've ever heard somebody say?: green day there from england right? haha nah that's probally not the stupidist but it was funny.
How many cds do you own?: over 300
When you go to the movies do you throw stuff at people?: if i feel like it
When you go to the movies do you throw stuff at the movie screen?: no not really
How many times have you been kicked out of the movies?: nope
Have you ever been kicked out of a grocery store?: haha almost
What annoys you the most?: intolerance and boy bands
What's your favorite season?: fall
What's your favorite subject in school?: english
What's your least favorite subject in school?: math
Who is your all-time favorite teacher?: i liked sue a lot
What school do you go to?: ccv
What is the mascot at your school? i don't think we have one
What grade are you in?: freshman in college
What grade are you supposed to be in?: sphomore in college (had 2 years of preschool)
What is your favorite song?: i think i already answered this
What song reminds you of yourself?: hmm in genral hatebreed "you're never alone"
What is your favorite flavor of skittles?: the tropical ones
Would you rather have friendship or love?: why can't you have both?
What makes you nervous?: trying to say the right things
Describe yourself in five words: straight-edge, musician, nice, hyper, crazy
If you knew the truth was gonna hurt you would you still wanna hear it?: yes
Do long distance relationships work?: if both people are on agreement about everything in the relationship then yes
Would you change yourself to make someone else happy?: most likly no but it would depend on what they were asking
What one thing makes you happy?: my guitar
What phrase or saying do you use the most?: ______ wants ______ hardcore
What's your favorite scary movie?: the first freddy one
What would you do with a million dollars?: give a lot of it to some of the kids families i work with who have hardly any money
If your house was burning down and you could only take one thing with you, what would you take?: my lyrics and my pictures
Were you shocked when you heard Princess Diana died?: not really
Who is the biggest flirt you know?: jimmer
Do they ever flirt with your crush?: i don't think he's into guys so no
Do you ever want to hurt them?: haha no jimmer's like another brother to me
Do they know you like that person?: probally not i haven't talked to him for a while because he moved
Are you glad this survey is over?: sure but now i need something else to do
Posted at 11:20 pm by xbrokendreamsx
haven't done much today, got up played guitar went to work and came home. now i don't really know what to do, it's been way too long since i've been home before 9 it feels like i have all this free time right now but yet i have nothing to do with it. it's strange it's good to get a break from classes and such. emma wanted me to come over tonight because corey had to work but i didn't feel like it, i like hanging out with her but i really needed some time just to relax and not have class or work to worry about. but we'll hang out sometime soon. i think i'm going to go to the thirft store tommrow on the search for new pants, it's great most of those clothes there still have the tags on them and the most i've paid for a pair of pants is 6$ so that's good and i always seem to find cool stuff there. i mean how many other places are you going to find a nice leather jacket for 20$? its kind of cold out right now but the ride home was great it's been so long since i've actully got outside on my own in the day time. i'm working on a new song unfourntly it's another emo one but if it goes anywheres i may post it in here i may not depending on my mood. i've been trying to update my site but it hasn't been working, i have an idea why though so i'm going to atempt to fix it tonight. by the time i'm done fixing everything on my computer i'm going to know how to do pretty much everything on this i swear it hates me it stops working at least once a week. oh well tho. ah fuck my brother's screwed up again. did i mention that he got suspended? well now he's got two smoking tickets and my mom's already had to pay 510$ for his other ones since he has no job. he'll lose his permit if he doesn't pay them i think my mom should just make him loose the permit maybe it will make him quit maybe not but still she's got to do something. i really hate this it makes living here incredibly hard because i feel like i have to be perfect because my brother screws up so much and if i screw up then my mom gets really pissed and it makes it a lot harder to be here. plus it's like i have to try and solve all of her relationship problems because she tells me about them and i wish i could help i wish i knew what i could do but i don't i have no clue and i feel bad not being able to help but yet i can't always slove my own realtionship problems i mean i've been in relationships before but yet i am only 18 i don't know everything about love hell i don't think i know much about it to begin with. i don't know it's just making it hard to live her but i'll be out in a year hopefully. yet this is what i thought last year but we'll see. anyways that's it for right now i'll probally up-date many more times to do with really nothing to say just out of boredom but for now that's it. peace.
"and i'm not so sure
if i'm sure of anything, anymore
so this is the last night
that you'll be keeping secrets from me"
Posted at 06:33 pm by xbrokendreamsx
don't go away mad just go away
want to know what i'm doing? i'm dancing to worthless united it's a lot of fun actully it's almost 2am and i've got worthless playing pretty loud and i was dancing on my deck to it. it was quite fun made me feel like an idiot but hey why not right? haha made me laugh witch was good. oooh this is a really good song by them a slow one witch is a change for worthless but it's accoustic and i love accoustic rock hence my obbsesion with bands like sister hazel, days of the new, the color green, and even though i maintain this is an addiction and not my personal choice dashboard confessional. hehehehe reminds me of something funny but only one other person knows about it right now. i'm surprsingly in a realitivly good mood and i'm not tired for once i think it's cause i slept for a little while. alright enough of this slow stuff it's time for one of my favorite bands in the world MOTLEY FUCKING CRUE! damn i'm a sucker for 80s metal but it's just so damn pretty. if i make no sense tonight it's because i'm probally overtired and just really hyper at the same time but i'm feeling a lot better then i was eariler this night. i talked to mike on AIM witch was cool, he listened to my emo crap so that was really nice of him i don't know too many people who do that and anyways he made me laugh so that was good i needed it. i really swear i have something like manic depression but i haven't been depressed in a while now defently a good thing, i mean i've been kind of down every now and then but nothing serious so maybe it's just hyperactivity? eh oh well. i don't have class tommrow yay! i actully get home early for once. oh yeah my bro is going to be home tommrow because he got suspended from school...he's never going to graduate at this rate consdiering were not even a month into school and he's already been kicked out. hopefully he doesn't wake up until noon like always. i'm probally going to crash on the couch tonight my room is really really cold. brian's going to hang out with me next week i'm going to see if he wants to go up to burlington or something like that on wednesday when i don't have class, probally run into some other kids up there witch will be cool and i'll see if emma wants to come so she can see corey but gotta check with him first. i think the goat is coming back from college soon so i'll get to see her that will be cool i saw her a few weeks ago when we went to amigos and i got my cell phone when she was there. it's almost break time for them that means people i know come home and i see a lot of people i haven't seen in a while. i was looking at the transfer stuff for champlain and they didn't specify any amount of credits i needed i'm going to have 18 when i'm done with this year and that's almost enough to be consdiered a freshmen so i'm hoping that's enough...gotta check out UVM too i just want to be in burlington because i'm poor :) maybe since i have so much energy i'll do some homework instead of writing in this where probally nobody reads. yeah i'll go do that. peace.
"seasons must change sepreate paths seprate ways if we blame it on anything lets blame it on the rain i knew it all along i'd have to write this song too young to fall in love guess we knew it all along that's alright that's ok we were walking through some youth smiling through some pain that's alright that's ok let's turn the page"
Posted at 01:51 am by xbrokendreamsx
want to know what sucks? my computer i just took a bunch of pointless quizzes that took up a good hour of my time and now my computer screwed up and deleted them all i swear this thing hates me. anyways i found a lyric i really like maybe someone knows who it's by...
"Boardwalks and breaking waves made our saturdays.I'd buy you lemonade right now if you were here, and I'd through it in your face, and I'd listen to you cry, and I'd remeber how I miss our nights under the ocean skies."
i really like it a lot i can relate to it so that's probally why. i wish someone would get on AIM because then maybe i wouldn't be so bored but no one's on. well jessica is but she has an away message. i'm sleepy too i think tonight i'm going to just crawl into a little ball in my hatebreed hoodie and fall asleep alone. i'm being an emo kid tonight i know there's no need to remind me of this. if anyone cares to know why maybe i'll tell them depending on who asks. but hey i've got the hatebreed hoodie right that's got to count for something....i'm working on a new song on guitar called hello and goodbye by the ataris it's pretty good. maybe i'll do that if no one comes online. right now i'm listening to this song called the artist in the ambulance by thirce it's really good, one of my favorites right now. its cool i wouldn't have probally downloaded it if i hadn't talked to mike and he mentioned something about them and got me thinking to download a few new songs by them. i downloaded student rick's "falling for you" as well witch has been stuck in my head the whole day. i talked to joe today and he was saying how he was easily hated..i was just like what the hell it didnt make much sense to me cuz he's always been pretty nice and cares about other people but oh well. we were talking about how he could be cool like the smily with the sunglasses on. haha that made me laugh. ooooh i forgot i put thursday on this playlist. such a great song "cross out the eyes" well i guess that's it for tonight
Posted at 12:03 am by xbrokendreamsx
Sep 16, 2003
i'm falling for you i feel for you damn it get the song out of my head
no class tommrow! i'm so happy about that i really need a break from all this school stuff. i'm making dinner right now chicken alfredo actully...im cheating and using the microwave because i'm tired. i feel weird talking about my friends in this since anyone could read it but that's alright i supose. i think i'm going to go to emma's house on thursday night and crash on her floor so that will be cool me and her are always really loud when were together but we meet new people easier and since i'm typically shy that's pretty good for me. i'm getting better at the whole talking to people thing tho...and once and a while i tend to run into people that i feel comfertable around so i can talk to them more easily. i'm so tired today it's crazy i was fine until work/class but now i'm like half dead. now that i think of it if anyone reads this they must be pretty bored because it's basiclly me going on about nothing. i have "falling for you" by student rick stuck in my head...maybe i'll watch my victory records video tonight so i can see that video agian. emma's going out with this guy corey now that's cool she likes him a lot but he's got a kid i don't know that would freak me out but yet it's her choice not mine. damn i'm bored if any of my friends are reading this and have a car how about driving down here and doing something with me so i'm not just doing nothing all night i don't care if it's 11:10 it's still early....
Posted at 11:05 pm by xbrokendreamsx
nothing really just bored
yay! i get a ride to work today...actully it stoped raining so it wouldn't have been so bad but still it gives me more time just to hang out and do nothing. I talked to brian for a little while this morning that was cool, only for like five minutes though because he was going to work. i'm not sure if joe is going to come down with him this time or another time but he told ashlee he was going to try to come down, it's fine with me i just need to know when people are coming here. i have no idea how i'm cold right now i have my hatebreed hoodie on and it's really warm but for some reason i'm still cold. oh well though. i have class tonight so it's another night i won't be home until 9:15ish or so. i don't mind the class i'm taking tonight the only downside is i finally finished all my work for this week and now i get another set of assinments today. I've been thinking a lot but i don't want to write exactly what i've been thinking because of the people who could read this. ah i hate this though i want to say everything on my mind right now and i have no where to really begin.
"and I realize that empty words are not enough
Im left here with the question of just
what have I to show except the promise I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets
Posted at 12:29 pm by xbrokendreamsx
pointless survey i found because i'm bored.....
[my name is]: Katherine Elizabeth Rigley...but in simple words just Kate
[in the morning i am]: useally pretty awake, i don't do much in the mornings but today i'm tired
[love is]: 20 minutes in the back of my car...haha nah i'm just kidding i don't really know what it is i'm not good at being descriptive about this stuff. also i'm trying to be as non-cynical about it as i can :)
[i dream about]: being an 80's metal rockstar!
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: personality...what they are doing like it co-insides with looks but it's not like being attractive or anything gets me to really notice a guy. if i see someone who looks like he'd be interesting to talk to then i may talk to him or someone with that whole shy look type thing to them just for no real reason.
[last person u slow danced with]: man this was a while ago...i think it was this guy andrew but i don't know the last time i went to a dance and actully slow danced with someone was sphomore year i think.
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: the guy from the cure robert smith is pretty :) as well as bret micheals and cc deville oh and the guy from the all american rejects.
[easiest to talk to]: it all depends on the subject, most of my friends are realitvly easy to talk to
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: yeah well something like that but that was a while ago.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: hmm...i beleive it was ashlee
[hugged]: uh emma hugged me at work yesterday for no real reason
[you instant messaged]: let's see...i'm on AIM now but no one's on so last night i think the last person i talked to before i went to bed was mike
[you laughed with]: mike again
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: i could but i wouldn't want to
[what's your favorite food?]: chicken alfredo is pretty good
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: kiwi's or peaches
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional (there's the emo side of me) i have a pretty high tolerance of physical pain
[trust others way too easily?]: actully no, i've been screwed over a lot so i don't trust people right off.
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: aside from the times i've broken up with a guy or vice virsa when it really wasn't going anywheres i think there's probally been two times that have really made me upset but oh well.
[of hearts i have broken?] : one or two, actully i think only one and that was four or so years ago and i still feel bad about it.
[of boys i have kissed?] : i don't know, don't keep track
[of girls i have kissed?] : none
[of drugs taken illegally?] : how many? i don't know a few different things, it was a while ago
[of tight friends?] : 6
[of cd's that i own?] : litterly over 300, i love music.
[of scars on my body?] : one on my wrist, one on my knee and i may have more but there little
[of things in my past that i regret?] : i really don't need to feel all nostalgic and emo kid like today so i don't think i'm even going to get into this one.
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: that emo is an addiction and the hatebreed/madball show was great
[i want]: new headphones...and...
[i have]: a kudos bar right now and orange soda pretty good breakfast huh?
[i wish]: i was at another concert right now or hanging out with friends
[i hate]: ignorance in genral, people that aren't nice, rascism, homophobic people, crickets
[i miss]: all my friends in other states, greg, andrew, brian ect...
[i fear]: needles
[i hear]: "hands down" by dashboard confessional but it's soon going to be this really amazing song by thirce that i just found last night just haven't gotten around to openeing kazza
[i search]: for my cds, i always loose them i supose if i felt like being more deep i could talk about other things but it's too early for deep thinking
[i love]: everyone :) well not everyone but i'm in a good mood today
[i ache]: my back still hurts from getting slammed into this metal thing when i was moshing at hatebreed...oh well though it sounds like mike got more hurt then i did.
[i care]: way too much, i'm really empathtic witch is both a good and a bad thing
[i always]: like to laugh or just have fun or play my guitar i love that thing i can play cool 80's metal style solos :)
[i dance]: all the time, i'm not saying i'm good at it but i love it and if anyone else will dance with me and not care about making an idiot of themselves then they are pretty damn cool
[i cry]: hardly every
[i do not always]: say what i'm thinking or let people know how i feel
[i write]: songs, lyrics, poems, letters, email, lots of stuff
[i confuse]: oh i'm sure nearly everyone has been confused by me at some point or another
[i can usually be found]: wondering around outside or at my computer or at a local concert
[i need]: to take a shower and such
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: haha no i haven't
[if so, when and with who]: n/a
[favorite place to be kissed?]: lips is good i know it's boring but i'm a hopeless romantic so....
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: haha lets just not get into this...it was nothing extreeme or anything
[wuss]: sure...
[druggie]: i'm straight edge
[gang member]: not one of them but i've done graffiti for some
[daydreamer]: yup that's me pretty much all the time
[alcoholic]: nah i'm straight edge
[freak]: all depends on your defention of freak
[brat]: a few names of kids i work with come to mind on this one haha actully i like all the kids i work with
[sarcastic]: that's me a lot of the time
[goody-goody]: nope not really at least i guess i could be if i wanted to be but i don't really think about it
[angel]: ...of death great slayer song
[devil]: someone once called me the devil before that was funny
[friend]: got lots of them, only a few really mean a lot though
[shy]: i'm kind of shy at first i never know what to say
[talkative]: when i'm around emma i'm pretty talkitive
[adventurous]: yup that would be me
[intelligent]: i can be when i want to be and it depends on the subject for example i know pretty much nothing about cars but i know a lot about philosphy
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: no one really, most of my friends don't have a religon and the ones who do don't really talk about it
[wish you saw more often]: anyone that doesn't live in middlebury
[wish you could meet]: i don't know because if their my friends then i've already met them
[most sarcastic]: me and jessica
[wish you knew better]: mike and graham...just met mike and just started talking to graham again at saturday's show
[knows you best]: brian or jessica, they've known me the longest
[best outlook on life]: just doing things the way you want and not being so concerened with what happens next
[most paranoid]: jessica probally or at least that's what she says
[sweetest]: lots of people :) i don't want to name everyone
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: sense of humor? i don't know really
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: i can be thinking something and be dying to tell a person how i feel and i won't be able to because i don't open up to people easily
[most annoying thing you do]: i don't know you'd have to ask my friends
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: messing up something that i thought meant nothing
[describe your personality in one word]: crazy
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: hmmm....people have said stuff about my eyes a lot so i'll go with that
[person you regret sleeping with]: n/a
[height]: 5'5
[a smell that makes you smile]: raluph lauren cologne
[a city you'd like to visit]: seatlle or vince beach CA
[a drink you order most often]: rootbeer
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[a delicious dessert]: mudpie
[a book you highly recommend]: 1984, wicked prayer, beyond good and evil
[the music you prefer while alone]: depends on my mood i'm listening to anthrax and dashboard confessional a lot lately
[your favorite band]: nirvana, the clash, poison, slayer, antrhax, brand new, thursday, taking back sunday, thrice, dokken....
[a film you could watch over and over]: the crow
[a TV show you watch regularly]: dead like me
[you live in a(n)]: a house
[your transportation]: bike
[your cologne or perfume]: this cool waters stuff that i actully ran out of :(
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: i don't want to know whats under my bed
[something important on your night table]: the only thing that's next to my bed is my cell phone
Posted at 10:29 am by xbrokendreamsx
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