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I'm kate, 18 and from vermont. I'll have a pic soon hopefully. As for me I like going to concerts, hanging out with friends and playing bass and guitar. Bands that don't suck: anthrax poison thrice brand new river city rebels oar dashboard confessional cannibal corpse soulfly morphues killswitch engage sworn enemy bon jovi the pist "there's an army on the dance floor it's a fashion with a gun my love in a room without a door a kiss is not enough"



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Sep 25, 2003

being sick really sucks

im cold, sick and just gernally not feeling good. blah i hate this i feel like crap and i can't call into work tommrow we only have 3 people to watch 40 kids and i can't leave them to do it all but i feel really bad because i'm going to get all the kids sick as well as the people i work with and it's not fair to the kids because i'm going to be really tired and everything inless i feel better by tommrow witch im really hoping i will. i should be sleeping right now but i'm going to stay up a while longer to talk to some peoples on AIM before i go to bed. my dad says i have to go out for dinner with him saturday night so if anyone is reading this give me something to do please! i don't want to go out for dinner but if i'm not doing anything i have no legitiment excuse for not going. and you would think im sick would be ok but no he'd just be like oh well. i just hope i feel better for the rebels show of course im not going to miss that i mean its the rebels hell im the kid that drove 6 hours to see them and moshed and sang along to every song even after getting kicked in the head and feeling all dizzy...i'm a very devoted rebels fan haha. im listening to my new thrice cd's right now i'm liking them a lot and the flogging molly one is good as well. i get some money tommrow so that's good and then i get paid on the first and then i have friday off! that's going to be so good i haven't taken a day off since work started so it will be good to have a day with no class and no work. me and emma were looking for apartments this afternoon we found some decent ones so were in the process of calling and looking at them. im only going if i have a computer tho enough said :) i supose i could call everyone but long distance/extra minutes can be expensive and the computers easier to talk on i think although i do prefer to talk in person even though i don't always know what to say. well im just going on about nothing so i'll stop now. peace.

maybe my friend and your friend will hit it off...or maybe we will

Posted at 10:19 pm by xbrokendreamsx
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downtown burlington at 1am is great...

ok so i apologize in advance if this makes absolutly no sense. see when you only get a few hours of sleep that tends to happen. me and brian and emma ended up getting back into middlebury at 3am this morning and then me and brian didn't go to bed till 4 or 5 cause he was sick and i couldn't sleep. downtown was fun though, saw mike for a little while so that was cool then we wondered around and went to some really good pizza place and then we were at borders just being crazy cause we were really hyper. it was around 10:30 then so i called brad and he came and hanged out with us witch was pretty cool...he's got the same sense of humor as we all do so i felt really comfertable around him witch doesn't happen very much around new people. anyways we hanged out on church street for a while i was really cold for some reason it's odd because i'm normally never cold but anyways we just wondered and hanged out there and yelled stuff at people going by for a few hours witch didn't seem like a few hours at all because time went really fast. then we went to denny's witch is always good i didn't eat much because i was still full from the pizza but i thought i was hungry and then realized i wasn't but anyways it will be ate in a few minutes. brad payed for everything witch was really nice of him :D anyways it was a pretty good night and i got a hug from brad and he didn't look at me weird or anything when i hugged him like everyone else does so yeah that was cool. i hanged out at jon's house the day before and that was cool as well...the cd he made me hasn't left my cd player :) but anyways i need to go get breakfast. peace.

*oh side note i may be moving out and getting an apartment with emma and brian....talk more about that later

Posted at 10:36 am by xbrokendreamsx
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Sep 21, 2003

quizzes2

Your Heart is Grey

What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

What Sort of Romantic Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Which ORGY member are you? andallthatcouldhavebeen

And All that could have been- Ouch. Poor thing.
Your hearts been broken, hasn't it? No need to
get overly dramatic though. There will be
others.

What Nine Inch Nails song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla wow im starting not to like these quizzes anymore...

you are THE GRUDGE. you've been hurt in all the
darkest ways and you haven't been able to find
a way to forgive. despite that, you want
to forgive, but it's so hard to do. someday
things will become clear again and you'll let
go

what TOOL song are you
brought to you by Quizilla ok what the hell...im really hoping im going to get an answer that isn't about how i've been screwed over not like these matter though well im giving up on this for the night

Posted at 10:57 pm by xbrokendreamsx
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effortlessly

man i'm so tired right now, i feel asleep on the couch earlier but then i got up to talk online for a bit but now im really tired im going to stay up a little whiles longer tho. i was talking to brad and he like cannibal corpse and morbid angel like me witch is pretty cool it's not often that i meet people who like are into them. i'm listening to dashboard right now haha kind of a completly different style but that's alright i like all music...well mostly all music. i've got class tommrow night but it's the easy one so i should be fine i have to remember to bring a pic of me when i was little in i think i'll just bring in my memior or my scrapbook and just show that because that's where all the little kid pics of me are in. i've got my headphones on now so if anyone trys to call the cell i may not answer it. my legs hurt from all the walking i've done today i went to the park a few times, the cow store, and the gorge so i've been wondering a lot. but i did write a new song that i didn't completly hate i don't know it just felt good to be writing again i had stopped for a little while for no particualar reason but its defently good to be back in the habbit of doing that every day. people are online right now but no one's talking, actully it's only jessica and lance who are really on. other people have away messages but oh well it's cool either way. i'm barly awake right now anyways. i'm going to burlington and to dennys on wednesday :) yes i've mentioned this a lot but i can't wait it's going to be great. ok well that's it i supose i may put quizzes in later.

i won't be so hard on myself today
started to take myself too seriously
it shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly
it shouldn't be so hard just to keep it together
it shouldn't be so hard to say the right things to you
it shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly...
it shouldn't be so hard to be inspired
it shoudn't be so hard just to write this song
it shouldn't be so hard to be wrong or to agree
it shoudn't be so hard to change the world
it shouldn't be so hard to change your mind
it shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessy
weightless worries just fall away
wasted pools of energy
i want to breathe effortlessly

Posted at 10:29 pm by xbrokendreamsx
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soon to be emo-core song and such...

Don't say anything tonight
I'd rather play out these converstations in my head
and block all your favorite lines from my ears
let's turn out this light and say goodnight
before this turns into something more
something more then it ever will become

your eyes are glazed over hiding the truth
mine are filling with tears as i play dumb
did you really think i'd beleive all those clever lines?
i'm not as stupid as you think

it's so fucking obvious when i hear it from my friends
but don't let it get you down
after all you said everything good must end
but let's end it on good terms
yeah good terms real good fucking terms

just close friends you said
close friends that sleep in the same bed
well i hope it was worth it
years of friendship months of lies
well i hope you regret every minute
and i hope you can never get these words out of your head
i'll never waste so much time on you again

that's it for right now i kind of like it kind of not i'm still in the editing process as well..but anyways that's all for now im going back to the park. peace.

Posted at 01:23 pm by xbrokendreamsx
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spiders..

i should really not be up this early...i actully got up at 8:00 the morning and went to listen to my new cds and my brother took my headphones and switched them with his because his aren't working...that pissed me off because he never leaves my stuff alone it's the same thing where my lava lamp just disapeared when he was the only one home and he somehow gets money for drugs and cigarettes so if you put the two together it makes sense. rasin bran is such a rip off i felt like rasins this morning but we don't have any so i found some rasin bran and figured i'd just do what i normally do and steal all the rasins but there really wasn't that much to steal oh well i supose i can find other food. i kind of broke the freezer and people weren't too happy about it but it wasn't completly my fault i just put stuff in there and i thought it was shut but i guess it wasn't and everything melted and then my mom was trying to say that i avoided telling her about it and i'm just like uh no i just forgot. i don't care if i told her or not i mean it was my mistake so i'll own up to it i would think she would know that about me by now but i guess not. me and emma are susposed to hang out today but i'm not doing anything until i'm a little more awake and i've got to check on my homework and make sure that i have all of it done for monday. i need to go into mary hogan and ask them for their phiolosphy and such for tuesdays class. this week will be good tho, wednesday im going to burlington to get new headphones and thrice cds and to hang out with my friends and of course go to denny's. then sunday is the rebels show and i can't wait for that it's been way too long since i've seen them. grrrr my mom is yelling for me to turn the music down it's not even loud and i mean it shouldn't be loud to her and fuck it's system of a down you can't play them quiet inless it's after the first cd then play them as quiet as you want. i don't know i love this first cd but the others just aren't really that great i think their politics are cool but other then that i don't like much about them. anyways i'm just going on about nothing now so i'm going to go and find some internet quizzes to take cause i'm bored. peace.

Posted at 10:11 am by xbrokendreamsx
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Sep 19, 2003

thrice is my voice mail message now!

man what a good ending to what was looking to be an incredbly crappy night. everyone is going to have to call my voice mail now and listen to the thirce song :) hahahahaha and they can just hang up a lot of times or finish the song ;) ahahahahaha. i'm going to buy those thrice cds tommrow or wedneday depending on if the sound soure has them or not. i'm somewhat sleepy but i'm going to finsih talking to a few people before i go to bed. wow people are being really nice to me, everyone seemed like they were mad earlier tonight but now everyones being nice it's pretty cool

Posted at 01:07 am by xbrokendreamsx
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Sep 18, 2003

for the memory of love

and you could be my punk rock princess and i would be your garage band king..something something i would be your herion...
ok does anyone else not see the irony in this? the guy's into this girl and says he's going to be her herion well herion slowly kills you so what's that saying that if she gets involved she's going to die. but do people put these two together oh no they just say what a cute song it is...off of me analizing music too much i'm quite bored right now and i'm kind of wishing i would have taken emma up on the offer to hang out tonight but oh well what can you do? I'm going into burlington next wednesday i'm actully really looking forward to it probally because i haven't been there in a while and i'll get to hang out with lots of people and stuff, i hope mike can come. oh i've got to ask jessica if she still wants to go to the blood for blood show and if so who is going to drive and such. i'm going to get as many people that will fit in the car to go to that one and were going to take over my dad's house i'll be like to make up for everything you didn't do you can let my friends crash at your house for the night. oh during christmas break i will have the house to myself for at least a few days because we can't go to maine for thanksgiving and i told my mom there was no way i was going for xmas because i've already got plans. then she said that i could just stay here so i don't know if my bro will be here or not but that doesn't really matter anyways that means during xmas break everyone can crash at my house and such and hang out and do whatever i'll think of something more entertaining when it gets closer to xmas. but anyways that was cool to hear because my mom's on this whole thing about no one can spend the night if she doesn't know them well and i'm just like uh no, everyone crashes at my house that's why i live here. oooh i have to call the goat and see when she's got classes because i may be hanging out around the caselton/rutvegas area next week. i actully finished the main part of my homework everyone should be really proud of me for that. i still have some other stuff to do but i need to go to the center and get their philosphy thing to do the rest of it. well that's it for right now i'll probally up-date a couple more times tonight. peace.

Posted at 09:49 pm by xbrokendreamsx
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quotes...

you know what i'm missing tonight? most precious blood :( i'm so un-happy about that it's the second time i've missed them but i supose i'll live...anyways i found some lyrics by some bands that i liked so instead of the same old stuff i useally write i figured i would post them.

well love's a bitch and all realationships end -rufio

everybodys looking for that something they can hold on to while tripping over our own words in self dug graves in an excuse to fall -further seems forever

well i'm a wreck i really can't explain it but i hear the music when i look at you -mae

you could slit my throat and with one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt -taking back sunday

"i am a satellite never getting signals right. you are a constellation. i can barely make you out tonight. the city lights are burning too bright" - The Lawrence Arms

"The sidewalks are watching me think about you" - The Weakerthans

"Driving in your car, miss the stop sign, fall in love, just to get knocked out. " � Thursday

"you would rather bleed than be without her, gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears, replaced with lackluster memories you cry, your screams play in your empty room."-atreyu

if looks could really kill then my profession would be staring- brand new

There's a beautiful sky tonight and
if you were by my side then we could share it but you are gone.
So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars
cause nothing matters anymore.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
What has he got that I don't have?
Is it his brown eyes?
I know blue eyes get boring but I'll wear dark glasses all the time and
hey if you want me to, I'll take a knife to my own bright eyes.
-saves the day - sell my old clothes im off to heaven

i can't beleive i'm actully quoting saves the day...ah fuck but this is well put

"you're the song that writes a story, but leaves a lot to read, you're the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me..." The Closest Thing by The Juliana Theory

"I guess im giving up on love yea, cuz it really kind of sucks" -The Ataris

"Take this rose and stop the bleeding, my broken heart is on my sleeve" - 5 days ahead

"I'll Sleep Long And Well Tonight.. Cuz In Dreams Your In My Sight, And With Eyelids Shut.. Im Not Lonely Anymore, And Everything Within The World Is Right" - Unsung Zeros

"When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you" --Brand New

heres how to solve problems, if someone pushes you, hit them, if someone hits you, stab them, if someone stabs you, shoot them, if someone shoots you find all their oil reserves and bomb the hell out of their country -mitch

i was afraid i was going to have to set your room on fire before you got the hint -fletch

people are like stained glass windows they sparkle and shine when the sun is out but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is reviled only if thier is a light within -elizabeth kubler ross

that is not dead which can eternial lie and with starnge eons even death may die -hp lovecraft

the greatest harm can result from the best intentions -stone of tears

those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music -nitiztche

there's an army on the dance floor it's a fashion with a gun my love in a room without a door a kiss is not enough -rj butler

Posted at 08:42 pm by xbrokendreamsx
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im wearing my hatebreed hoodie :)

i'm so tired right now the bike ride home was particually hard because of the wind but somhow i made it home sooner then i thought. i'm susposed to be in class right now but honsetly i didn't feel up to it and it's not an important one anyways i'm just really tired and was kind of down for no real reason so i thought instead of letting myself get even worse i'd just go home, it's helping i'm doing better then i was at work so that's good and i'm not so tired anymore. hungry though i'm actully home for dinner witch is good because that doesn't happen very often. i'm really glad tommrow is friday that means i can actully relax for a little while if i get some of my energy back i'm going to do all my homework tonight so that i don't have to worry about it all weekend. haha the person on the weakist link doesn't know the answer and i do! it's actully a nirvana question and that's why i knew it. i wasn't watching it but it's on the tv in the other room. its actully pretty funny but i don't really like the show...it's cold i'm getting my hoodie. i love this one (my hatebreed one) it's my favorite. wow it's really pathetic i have nothing better to talk about then my hoodie lol....

Posted at 06:06 pm by xbrokendreamsx
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