Oct 18, 2003
no more taking back sunday
ok well i'm pissed...taking back sunday broke up? how the fuck can an emo band break up?! now what are they going to do..just sit alone and cry all day what the fuck?? they need the emo band so that people like me get addicted to their music and they can bitch and still look "cool" grrrr this is along the lines of nikki sixx who's destroyed motley crue and fucked them of ever being good again, vince was smart enough to get out and tour with his new band that is fucking amazing but seriously we better see a trend in 80s metal to make me a bit more opptamistic about the music scene. i mean look at 80s metal how can you not love it? and i know damn well i'm not the only one who thinks the whole rockstar look on the guys was fucking hot...ok time to stop writing..
Posted at 02:02 am by xbrokendreamsx
i've got way too much energy for 12:48 at night. i just cleaned up the entire house cause i had lack of anything better to do, i supose i could start working on my mid-term but by the time i started into it keremey would could online and then it's like lets see..work on mid-term and be bored out of my mind...or talk to a really cool guy that i haven't talked to in a couple days..i wonder what one i will pick haha. i'm listening to bret micheals right now and that's pretty good i like this cd a lot but fuck it's bret micheals you have to expect great things from him and he has yet to disapoint me.
Posted at 12:50 am by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 17, 2003
well it's friday night and i'm home doing nothing. really i should be doing my mid-term, but it is a very rare thing for me to have the house to myself so i'm enjoying a night of staying online and listening to dashboard confessional really really loud. haha yeah i'm cool right...i'm a little upset with...let's just not use names right now but if you know me you can probally guess right off who i'm speaking of. anyways he lied to me and was being really ignorant so yeah bit pissed about that. i'm feeling nostalgic tonight as well...i hate these pre-winter days they are the hardest to get through. i'm looking forward to talking to jeremey tonight...haven't talked to him in two nights unfourntly...i've been out a lot though. i'm not really up for writing anything of importance right now so i suppose i'm off. peace.Posted at 09:25 pm by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 14, 2003
Posted at 10:14 pm by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 12, 2003
i'm not really having that great of a night, and i'm mad at myself because i counted on some of my friends to at least cheer me up a little but once again i gave people more credit then i probally should of. just like with the whole trusting people thing i'm really thinking it would be easier to never trust anyone with my feelings again because in some way or another i end up getting hurt, this proven on saturday. i'm really sick of my friends doing things like this...and it's not all of them, but the ones that seem to mean the most seem to be the ones i can't count on but like i said i guess i should just stop trusting people with my feelings and put it all into my lyrics instead of telling people how i feel. i've got to say though lance has been really supporitve the last couple of days well saturday and tonight. and that is making me feel a little better right now. but anyways that's it for right now i'm hoping i don't feel like this in a little while. Posted at 11:06 pm by xbrokendreamsx
say hello on a night like this if it's the last thing you ever do
well after much difficulty my journal thingy is finally back!..took me a damn long time to get it back but oh well. i think i'm getting sick...grrr i really don't want to get sick but i'm not feeling that great right now, oh well maybe i just need to sleep more or something. friday night i was in burlington from 6:00-4am hanging out with friends. we were in the university mall for a while cause i wanted taco bell and thought i'd stop in to spencers and say hi to brad...plus emma wanted some "alone" time with andrew who never actully showed up cause he got the dates confused or something like that. then we hanged out on church street and at the corner of manhattan's with a lot of emma's friends that i didn't really know. they were very crazy kids but they were nice, i didn't really know what to do since i'm really not comfertable around so many kids i didn't know...serously there was like 15 of them so i kind of just watched everyone, but i did talk to lucas (emma's ex) for a little while about judas preist so that was cool. the next night...eh i'm not going to go into great detal on saturday night..needless to say it wasn't good but dennys did cheer me up a bit. and i told brian i'd call him last night twice and forgot witch i felt really bad for doing but the second time i just didn't feel like talking and wouldn't have been much fun to talk to anyways so i didnt call but i did try and call him today even though he wasnt home. i've still got some homework to do...grrrr i guess i should start that. peace.
Posted at 08:17 pm by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 9, 2003
damn, i'm so tired right now. i would go to sleep but i'm waiting for dinner and plus i have to talk to lance about what (if anything) is going on tommrow. i really want to go up to burlington so hopefully that will work out. i was susposed to be there tonight but noooo that didn't happen. anyways if we go up tommrow it will most likly be me, lance and emma and hopefully goat and then were going to try and hook up with josh and jeremey and lucas and i think emma is going to see if andrew wants to come but i'm not enterirly sure of that and of course brad but that's kind of a given since we ask him to hang out every time were in burlington hehe. i should work on my mid-term tonight but i don't know honsetly i don't feel up to it. i'm a little nervous tonight because of something emma said to someone (and im sure this makes complete sense lol but i dont know who if anyone actully reads this) but yeah none the less i'm kind of un-sure of what to say. i was listening to jackson browne today and now that somebody's baby song reminds me of 3 completly different things anyways i was thinking of sending the lyrics to a friend of mine cause they tend to fit his life and such. anyways i'm going to stop going on about nothing now and try and stay awake a little longer so i'm off. peace.
Posted at 07:30 pm by xbrokendreamsx
i've been up and i've been down
i lost my way
nothing seems right toda
nothing will go my way
i pick myself up off the ground
i find my wa
somehow i find my way
Posted at 01:47 pm by xbrokendreamsx
well lets see what am i up to this morning...oh wait the same thing i do every morning waste time doing nothing. i did find some dill humus in the fridge witch i assume belongs to my mom but i'm eating it anyways cause i'm addicted to this stuff. next time i go to muddy waters im paying the 5$ to get a humus plate..so so good. damn it why must everyone work in the mornings? at least if people didn't work i'd have someone to talk to but oh well i guess. my phones aren't working so that kind of sucks but i guess it's not too big of a deal since i do have my cell phone and everyone always complains that i'm never around to get my home phone so it's not really important to me, can't say for everyone else though. im going to some haunted house thing that i went to a few years back on the 25th i was just thinking about that and i think last time i got home at like 11 or 12 and thought we had been out sooo late and now im just like what the hell that's early...but anyways enough of my going on about nothing i'm off. peace.
Posted at 11:28 am by xbrokendreamsx
<--crazy
<---poison 