Oct 22, 2003
so look deep into my eyes i need you to see this in me
take my hand in yours because it takes touch to understand
not everything can be said in words
no matter how hard we try we can't hide from the silence tonight
but maybe we don't need to
lets just drive off into the stars tonight
no where to go no destenation at hand
lets just get out of this town and hope for something more
catching you're eye in the mirrors
the objects are closer then they appear
these words dont come easy
and if i dont think of anything more its easier that way
but these nights have gotten so cold
and im feeling more alone until i look in your eyes
please dont turn away tonight
something is there just look a little harder
ive got my chance at hand
you've got yours in your mind
so tonight on this october drive
what will become of the silence
...nothing too great just something i'm working on...kind of like a few lines
Posted at 01:53 am by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 21, 2003
Posted at 09:59 pm by xbrokendreamsx
I'M DONE WITH MY MID-TERMS YAY FOR ME!
I'm really happy right now! want to know why?!?!?! i finished my mid-term...yay for me! 14 fucking pages single spaced though. all i can say is i better do damn good on it..haha. i think i'll do alright..probally a B but it would be really cool to get an A on it since i worked really hard. anyways other then that i had an OK day at work, the new guy that's working seems pretty cool...so thats good. ah i dont really have much to say right now so im off. peace.
Posted at 12:31 am by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 20, 2003
great night..time for sleep...
well...what can i say..great night...good converstations, drives to rutvegas and back, watching the crow, good food...all and all i couldn't have asked for the night to turn out any better.
but for now it's back to the AIM addiction for a little while longer then it's off to bed...peace
Posted at 01:35 am by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 19, 2003
ok as much as i don't want to admit this i'm nervous as hell right now. i'm meeting jeremey in an hour and a half and really i don't have a clue what i'm going to say or do or how i'm possibly going to keep a coverstation going between us cause when i get nervous i get shy and i don't want to be shy around him cause i'm not online or anything like that. i'm excited as well..hell i can't wait but then there's this whole nervous thing that's making time go by very very slowly. i'm hoping for the best tho...
Posted at 12:08 pm by xbrokendreamsx
~watching a friend...
"city rock dancer"
she waits for all those pretty words to mean something
she waits in the lights for the right one
as she dances upon sidewalks just to hope someone will see
she's waiting for the sun to come
another night and he's by her side
speaking forbiden sentences
and stealing glaces while the other turns their head
locking eyes for a moment
slient atempts at saying thoughts that define the past
she waits for all those pretty words to mean something
she waits in the light for the right one
as she dances upon sidewalks just to hope someone will see
she's waiting for the sun to come
every night its a grasp for something new
listening to silence on city corners
shadows apprear just long enough to watch them go
memories fade away with the stars
you always make the most noise when you have the most to hide
she waits for all those pretty words to mean something
she waits in the light for the right one
as she dances upon sidewalks just to hope someone will see
she's waiting for the sun to come
he looks at you with red and hollowed eyes
falling down waiting for you to catch him
but you're out chasing something new
and he's still waiting for you
tonight it's cold and you say nothing (spoken)
Posted at 12:02 am by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 18, 2003
no more taking back sunday
ok well i'm pissed...taking back sunday broke up? how the fuck can an emo band break up?! now what are they going to do..just sit alone and cry all day what the fuck?? they need the emo band so that people like me get addicted to their music and they can bitch and still look "cool" grrrr this is along the lines of nikki sixx who's destroyed motley crue and fucked them of ever being good again, vince was smart enough to get out and tour with his new band that is fucking amazing but seriously we better see a trend in 80s metal to make me a bit more opptamistic about the music scene. i mean look at 80s metal how can you not love it? and i know damn well i'm not the only one who thinks the whole rockstar look on the guys was fucking hot...ok time to stop writing..
Posted at 02:02 am by xbrokendreamsx
i've got way too much energy for 12:48 at night. i just cleaned up the entire house cause i had lack of anything better to do, i supose i could start working on my mid-term but by the time i started into it keremey would could online and then it's like lets see..work on mid-term and be bored out of my mind...or talk to a really cool guy that i haven't talked to in a couple days..i wonder what one i will pick haha. i'm listening to bret micheals right now and that's pretty good i like this cd a lot but fuck it's bret micheals you have to expect great things from him and he has yet to disapoint me.
Posted at 12:50 am by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 17, 2003
well it's friday night and i'm home doing nothing. really i should be doing my mid-term, but it is a very rare thing for me to have the house to myself so i'm enjoying a night of staying online and listening to dashboard confessional really really loud. haha yeah i'm cool right...i'm a little upset with...let's just not use names right now but if you know me you can probally guess right off who i'm speaking of. anyways he lied to me and was being really ignorant so yeah bit pissed about that. i'm feeling nostalgic tonight as well...i hate these pre-winter days they are the hardest to get through. i'm looking forward to talking to jeremey tonight...haven't talked to him in two nights unfourntly...i've been out a lot though. i'm not really up for writing anything of importance right now so i suppose i'm off. peace.Posted at 09:25 pm by xbrokendreamsx
Oct 14, 2003
Posted at 10:14 pm by xbrokendreamsx
<--crazy
<---poison