man i'm so tired right now, i feel asleep on the couch earlier but then i got up to talk online for a bit but now im really tired im going to stay up a little whiles longer tho. i was talking to brad and he like cannibal corpse and morbid angel like me witch is pretty cool it's not often that i meet people who like are into them. i'm listening to dashboard right now haha kind of a completly different style but that's alright i like all music...well mostly all music. i've got class tommrow night but it's the easy one so i should be fine i have to remember to bring a pic of me when i was little in i think i'll just bring in my memior or my scrapbook and just show that because that's where all the little kid pics of me are in. i've got my headphones on now so if anyone trys to call the cell i may not answer it. my legs hurt from all the walking i've done today i went to the park a few times, the cow store, and the gorge so i've been wondering a lot. but i did write a new song that i didn't completly hate i don't know it just felt good to be writing again i had stopped for a little while for no particualar reason but its defently good to be back in the habbit of doing that every day. people are online right now but no one's talking, actully it's only jessica and lance who are really on. other people have away messages but oh well it's cool either way. i'm barly awake right now anyways. i'm going to burlington and to dennys on wednesday :) yes i've mentioned this a lot but i can't wait it's going to be great. ok well that's it i supose i may put quizzes in later.

i won't be so hard on myself today
started to take myself too seriously
it shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly
it shouldn't be so hard just to keep it together
it shouldn't be so hard to say the right things to you
it shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly...
it shouldn't be so hard to be inspired
it shoudn't be so hard just to write this song
it shouldn't be so hard to be wrong or to agree
it shoudn't be so hard to change the world
it shouldn't be so hard to change your mind
it shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessy
weightless worries just fall away
wasted pools of energy
i want to breathe effortlessly