well being the smart person that i am i left AIM on all day, apprently it didn't close when i went to work today and it's said i've been on for 9 hours and i've been gone since noon and it's 9:20 or so right now...ah fuck my apologies to anyone that tried to IM me and i didn't IM back. I found my dashboard confessional cd witch makes me very happy but doesn't help the fact of me listening to too much emo...haha. i went off on emma today not in a bad way just about relationships and stuff and i'm just like damn it i'm going with kris on this one "i guess i'm giving up on love cause it really kind of sucks" haha i don't know if i really beleive that but at the time it made me laugh and i don't know it was good to just get out everything that i had been feeling the last couple of days and she knows where i'm coming from so thats always good to hear. i hope everything goes good with her and corey tonight she was nervous as hell about it and i said if things didn't we could just chill and watch the crow and listen to dashboard and bitch about love ahahahaha. I'm talking to Mike now, good to hear from him. i like that kid haha even if he is into things that i'm kind of against (drugs and such) but hey he's a nice kid and that's all that matters. fuck i had something to say and now i got distracted in the dashboard lyrics and i can't think of what it was now.  i may be going up with burlington to hang out with emma and her friends and that would be cool and maybe see if some kids i know would like to join us. i don't have to work or go to class friday! i'm so damn happy about this...really i mean it's great i don't know what i'll do with myself lol. ok i can't fucking concintrate on writing because i haven't listened to this cd in so long it's distracting me so i'm off i'll probally up-date more later knowing me. peace.