[in the morning i am]: useally pretty awake, i don't do much in the mornings but today i'm tired
[love is]: 20 minutes in the back of my car...haha nah i'm just kidding i don't really know what it is i'm not good at being descriptive about this stuff. also i'm trying to be as non-cynical about it as i can :)
[i dream about]: being an 80's metal rockstar!
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: personality...what they are doing like it co-insides with looks but it's not like being attractive or anything gets me to really notice a guy. if i see someone who looks like he'd be interesting to talk to then i may talk to him or someone with that whole shy look type thing to them just for no real reason.
[last person u slow danced with]: man this was a while ago...i think it was this guy andrew but i don't know the last time i went to a dance and actully slow danced with someone was sphomore year i think.
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: the guy from the cure robert smith is pretty :) as well as bret micheals and cc deville oh and the guy from the all american rejects.
[easiest to talk to]: it all depends on the subject, most of my friends are realitvly easy to talk to
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: yeah well something like that but that was a while ago.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: hmm...i beleive it was ashlee
[hugged]: uh emma hugged me at work yesterday for no real reason
[you instant messaged]: let's see...i'm on AIM now but no one's on so last night i think the last person i talked to before i went to bed was mike
[you laughed with]: mike again
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: i could but i wouldn't want to
[what's your favorite food?]: chicken alfredo is pretty good
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: kiwi's or peaches
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional (there's the emo side of me) i have a pretty high tolerance of physical pain
[trust others way too easily?]: actully no, i've been screwed over a lot so i don't trust people right off.
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: aside from the times i've broken up with a guy or vice virsa when it really wasn't going anywheres i think there's probally been two times that have really made me upset but oh well.
[of hearts i have broken?] : one or two, actully i think only one and that was four or so years ago and i still feel bad about it.
[of boys i have kissed?] : i don't know, don't keep track
[of girls i have kissed?] : none
[of drugs taken illegally?] : how many? i don't know a few different things, it was a while ago
[of tight friends?] : 6
[of cd's that i own?] : litterly over 300, i love music.
[of scars on my body?] : one on my wrist, one on my knee and i may have more but there little
[of things in my past that i regret?] : i really don't need to feel all nostalgic and emo kid like today so i don't think i'm even going to get into this one.
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: that emo is an addiction and the hatebreed/madball show was great
[i want]: new headphones...and...
[i have]: a kudos bar right now and orange soda pretty good breakfast huh?
[i wish]: i was at another concert right now or hanging out with friends
[i hate]: ignorance in genral, people that aren't nice, rascism, homophobic people, crickets
[i miss]: all my friends in other states, greg, andrew, brian ect...
[i fear]: needles
[i hear]: "hands down" by dashboard confessional but it's soon going to be this really amazing song by thirce that i just found last night just haven't gotten around to openeing kazza
[i search]: for my cds, i always loose them i supose if i felt like being more deep i could talk about other things but it's too early for deep thinking
[i love]: everyone :) well not everyone but i'm in a good mood today
[i ache]: my back still hurts from getting slammed into this metal thing when i was moshing at hatebreed...oh well though it sounds like mike got more hurt then i did.
[i care]: way too much, i'm really empathtic witch is both a good and a bad thing
[i always]: like to laugh or just have fun or play my guitar i love that thing i can play cool 80's metal style solos :)
[i dance]: all the time, i'm not saying i'm good at it but i love it and if anyone else will dance with me and not care about making an idiot of themselves then they are pretty damn cool
[i cry]: hardly every
[i do not always]: say what i'm thinking or let people know how i feel
[i write]: songs, lyrics, poems, letters, email, lots of stuff
[i confuse]: oh i'm sure nearly everyone has been confused by me at some point or another
[i can usually be found]: wondering around outside or at my computer or at a local concert
[i need]: to take a shower and such
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: haha no i haven't
[if so, when and with who]: n/a
[favorite place to be kissed?]: lips is good i know it's boring but i'm a hopeless romantic so....
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: haha lets just not get into this...it was nothing extreeme or anything
[wuss]: sure...
[druggie]: i'm straight edge
[gang member]: not one of them but i've done graffiti for some
[daydreamer]: yup that's me pretty much all the time
[alcoholic]: nah i'm straight edge
[freak]: all depends on your defention of freak
[brat]: a few names of kids i work with come to mind on this one haha actully i like all the kids i work with
[sarcastic]: that's me a lot of the time
[goody-goody]: nope not really at least i guess i could be if i wanted to be but i don't really think about it
[angel]: ...of death great slayer song
[devil]: someone once called me the devil before that was funny
[friend]: got lots of them, only a few really mean a lot though
[shy]: i'm kind of shy at first i never know what to say
[talkative]: when i'm around emma i'm pretty talkitive
[adventurous]: yup that would be me
[intelligent]: i can be when i want to be and it depends on the subject for example i know pretty much nothing about cars but i know a lot about philosphy
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: no one really, most of my friends don't have a religon and the ones who do don't really talk about it
[wish you saw more often]: anyone that doesn't live in middlebury
[wish you could meet]: i don't know because if their my friends then i've already met them
[most sarcastic]: me and jessica
[wish you knew better]: mike and graham...just met mike and just started talking to graham again at saturday's show
[knows you best]: brian or jessica, they've known me the longest
[best outlook on life]: just doing things the way you want and not being so concerened with what happens next
[most paranoid]: jessica probally or at least that's what she says
[sweetest]: lots of people :) i don't want to name everyone
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: sense of humor? i don't know really
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: i can be thinking something and be dying to tell a person how i feel and i won't be able to because i don't open up to people easily
[most annoying thing you do]: i don't know you'd have to ask my friends
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: messing up something that i thought meant nothing
[describe your personality in one word]: crazy
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: hmmm....people have said stuff about my eyes a lot so i'll go with that
[person you regret sleeping with]: n/a
[height]: 5'5
[a smell that makes you smile]: raluph lauren cologne
[a city you'd like to visit]: seatlle or vince beach CA
[a drink you order most often]: rootbeer
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[a delicious dessert]: mudpie
[a book you highly recommend]: 1984, wicked prayer, beyond good and evil
[the music you prefer while alone]: depends on my mood i'm listening to anthrax and dashboard confessional a lot lately
[your favorite band]: nirvana, the clash, poison, slayer, antrhax, brand new, thursday, taking back sunday, thrice, dokken....
[a film you could watch over and over]: the crow
[a TV show you watch regularly]: dead like me
[you live in a(n)]: a house
[your transportation]: bike
[your cologne or perfume]: this cool waters stuff that i actully ran out of :(
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: i don't want to know whats under my bed
[something important on your night table]: the only thing that's next to my bed is my cell phone