well i've moved on from listening to dashboard to listening to poison all the time, witch is normally not bad because they have a mix of songs not just foucsing on one emotion but oh no i have to listen to best of ballads and blues and most of those are love songs and i can't help being nostalgic when i hear every rose has it's thorn...and regret ever making someone feel that way, hell it's been almost 4 years now and i still feel like crap because of it. i think i may call him and say im sorry but i wouldn't know where to go from there. I'm hopefully going to burlington on friday and that will get my mind off of things for the most part, if not i'm going up sometime next week. i've been writing a lot lately and i'm hesitant as always to put my work in my journal since i've got some trust issues around it but i may put this one in. people need to make hoods that fit around headphones i'm so cold right now and i'm relying on the comfort of my hatebreed hoodie to keep me warm needless to say it isn't working.

sleepless, the night steals away the sun
as shadows arise from sidewalk cracks
and lights fade from closed windows