well i'm home, not in burlington grrrr oh well next week and the weekend after but i've got to get all the deatals of that worked out. i finally downloaded "promise" by matchbook romance (if anyone was wondering it was the song i quoted before) it's really amazing, the lyrics got to me and i loved it and the music now just makes it even better. it doesn't help this whole nostalgia feeling of mine but yet i have to admit i can relate to that stars verse exactly. and i'm sure the person it was meant for will too but he'll never know/read this. oh well i suppose. damn i really wanted to be in burlington tonight i wanted to hang out with some people instead of sitting here being bored and having my brother and his friends get stoned and act stupid so if anyone reads this and has a car come pick me up or something i don't care what we do (for the most part) i just want to get out of here. i've got this one thought on my mind of apologizing i never say what i'm thinking and for being so queit but it's complacated why and honsetly i don't want to get into it and it was a little while ago anyways. i'm listening to the lost prophets right now i'm really liking this one song called the fake sound of progrsess...pretty good and such thanks to jeremey for reminding me of them. oooh mike sent me a really cool lyric to a poison the well song if i get around to it i'll put it in here it was cool. i feel asleep this afternoon witch surprised me cause i never fall asleep in the afternoon....anyways i don't feel much like writing so i'm going to go kill time on other sites. peace.