yay! i get a ride to work today...actully it stoped raining so it wouldn't have been so bad but still it gives me more time just to hang out and do nothing. I talked to brian for a little while this morning that was cool, only for like five minutes though because he was going to work. i'm not sure if joe is going to come down with him this time or another time but he told ashlee he was going to try to come down, it's fine with me i just need to know when people are coming here. i have no idea how i'm cold right now i have my hatebreed hoodie on and it's really warm but for some reason i'm still cold. oh well though. i have class tonight so it's another night i won't be home until 9:15ish or so. i don't mind the class i'm taking tonight the only downside is i finally finished all my work for this week and now i get another set of assinments today. I've been thinking a lot but i don't want to write exactly what i've been thinking because of the people who could read this. ah i hate this though i want to say everything on my mind right now and i have no where to really begin.

"and I realize that empty words are not enough
Im left here with the question of just
what have I to show except the promise I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets