well it's 11:18 right now and i'm still tired as hell but i'm avoiding sleep..why? well your guess is as good as mine. anyways once again when i will ramble on about insiginficant crap in this and kill some time before i convince myself i need to sleep or i'm going to be dead tired in class tommrow night. not like that class is any work and i'm not getting a grade for it so why bother right? i wouldn't go if emma didn't want me to go with her just cause it's a repeate of human services and honsetly i know most of the stuff we cover cause it's basic devlopment stuff and it's like i spent 2 damn years on observation and basic devolpment. my mom gave me this college text book thingy on litarture that i'm interested to look at when i'm more awake, i'm hoping for some good poetry who knows tho. i've got to find a way up to burlington this weekend..theres shows friday, saturday and sunday that i want to go to but i need a ride there and back but maybe i'll be able to do it. haha well rancid really loud is waking me up a bit if i must say. i love this song she's automatic it's great...a love song by rancid haha. oooh i just found out that thursday was playing with thrice and the deftones...i'm so fucking happy about this i love thursday almost as much as i love thrice..i may not stick around for the deftones tho...needless to say their not my favorite band but it depends on whatever everyone else wants to do. i'm looking forward to the show in rutvegas for halloween i love the rutvegas shows for some reason. and chainsaws and children..that's going to be so so good. no one is online..it seems no one has been online a lot lately whitch sucks cause it leaves me with no one to talk to at 1am anymore but oh well. i need to save up for a computer tho i really need one for when i move out i'm addicted to AIM. man i can barly keep my eyes open right now and there doing the twitchy thing. i probally look like hell too since i haven't really slept much. it's not that i don't want to sleep it's just that i find it hard to fall asleep and stay that way..i can of course at 2am. i want to watch my crow dvd again but my bro is for some reason in the living room so i can't do that grrrr. i have two days off on the 23rd and 24th! i think i'm susposed to go to a teaching conference one of those days and knowing me i'll go..hell i need the money but i'll be free afterwards so lets hope i can make it up to burlington. i really need a car tho cause i'd like to go up by myself at some point and just hang around there doing what i want to and such. not that i mind emma and brian going with me at all it's just i guess i need some time to be alone and i want to hang out on the waterfront i imagine theres not going to be too many nights for that anymore so i'd like to take some pictures of it and such. ok i'm just wasting time right now so its time i do something else. peace.