want to know what i'm doing? i'm dancing to worthless united it's a lot of fun actully it's almost 2am and i've got worthless playing pretty loud and i was dancing on my deck to it. it was quite fun made me feel like an idiot but hey why not right? haha made me laugh witch was good. oooh this is a really good song by them a slow one witch is a change for worthless but it's accoustic and i love accoustic rock hence my obbsesion with bands like sister hazel, days of the new, the color green, and even though i maintain this is an addiction and not my personal choice dashboard confessional. hehehehe reminds me of something funny but only one other person knows about it right now. i'm surprsingly in a realitivly good mood and i'm not tired for once i think it's cause i slept for a little while. alright enough of this slow stuff it's time for one of my favorite bands in the world MOTLEY FUCKING CRUE! damn i'm a sucker for 80s metal but it's just so damn pretty. if i make no sense tonight it's because i'm probally overtired and just really hyper at the same time but i'm feeling a lot better then i was eariler this night. i talked to mike on AIM witch was cool, he listened to my emo crap so that was really nice of him i don't know too many people who do that and anyways he made me laugh so that was good i needed it. i really swear i have something like manic depression but i haven't been depressed in a while now defently a good thing, i mean i've been kind of down every now and then but nothing serious so maybe it's just hyperactivity? eh oh well. i don't have class tommrow yay! i actully get home early for once. oh yeah my bro is going to be home tommrow because he got suspended from school...he's never going to graduate at this rate consdiering were not even a month into school and he's already been kicked out. hopefully he doesn't wake up until noon like always. i'm probally going to crash on the couch tonight my room is really really cold. brian's going to hang out with me next week i'm going to see if he wants to go up to burlington or something like that on wednesday when i don't have class, probally run into some other kids up there witch will be cool and i'll see if emma wants to come so she can see corey but gotta check with him first. i think the goat is coming back from college soon so i'll get to see her that will be cool i saw her a few weeks ago when we went to amigos and i got my cell phone when she was there. it's almost break time for them that means people i know come home and i see a lot of people i haven't seen in a while. i was looking at the transfer stuff for champlain and they didn't specify any amount of credits i needed i'm going to have 18 when i'm done with this year and that's almost enough to be consdiered a freshmen so i'm hoping that's enough...gotta check out UVM too i just want to be in burlington because i'm poor :)  maybe since i have so much energy i'll do some homework instead of writing in this where probally nobody reads. yeah i'll go do that. peace.

"seasons must change sepreate paths seprate ways if we blame it on anything lets blame it on the rain i knew it all along i'd have to write this song too young to fall in love guess we knew it all along that's alright that's ok we were walking through some youth smiling through some pain that's alright that's ok let's turn the page"